Today...

Today has just been emotionally taxing. My weight loss is stalled, I'm in a funk and I don't want to work...I'd rather be at home, relaxing, in bed or on the couch. I am a bit grumpy. Russ went and saw the boys or so he thought. Christian never showed up and his foster never even answered her phone; if I don't answer my phone they threaten to terminate my rights, though. Fair, huh? No, not really but I guess that's the way of the world these days. I can't wait for them to come home and then we can move out of state! That's my goal. Keep reaching for my goal, FAKE IT 'TIL I MAKE IT, those are the 2 that continue to pull me through!