Missing the boys...

I'm just writing to clear my head. I miss my boys like crazy. Cray is so goofy and Aydn just smiles so much. I wish Cray were here to make me laugh at something he said or Aydn could tell me uh-oh. That's his newest thing is saying uh-oh or ball. Last week, he threw away his daddy's cell phone and said uh-oh and all daddy did was laugh hysterically. He said so, what, he's learning? I agree on one hand and on the other, well, there's that part of me that says no, no, no....Oh well, i just want them home NOW. I want to go home too.